take tyme 2 realize...

looking 4ward o backward..

no excitements watsoever..
i hv enrolled into ukm..bout 2 weeks ago..
bt..
i dunnoe shuld i considered i myself as fortunate o unfortunate..
cz..
fortunate- i gt an uni 2 study..
unfortunate-i din gt into da course tat i desired..
so..
wat shuld i say??really speechless....
bt still..thankful n grateful shuld b adopted...
god blesses me...

to all da loves tat bring us to live..

loVe iS nOt wHAt wE meAN...

bT wHaT wE fEEl..

dilemma..

haiz..
is tyme 2 choose which local uni 2 enter..
2day is da last call 4 it.
haha..
which uni shud i put at da 1st choice??
university malaya??
unniversity kebangsaan malaysia..
i gotta choose between them//
haiz..
dilemma again..
wat shud i do??
i hv asked lots of seniors..
bt then i keep gting da same feedbeks..
'oh..it's depends on u lar..follow ur heart..'
oh gosh..

really confusing......................

no man is an island..

to:
my frends..

i hv realise tat..after i hv away from them..
frends 4 so many years..
i finally found out tat who r my truly gd frends..n who r da fair weather frends..
sometymes mayb someppl `ll find tat frens r negligible n think tat frendship is unnecessarily demanded in thier life..i m one of them in da pass...

chapter 1- missing
somthing had missing from me...
although i noe very well tat frends would nt accompany u 4 ever...
they will set up their family unit eventually..

chapter 2-loneliness
although i hv met up wit ample n ample of new frends..
bt then they r seemed still a stranger 2 me...
i cnt mingle entirely in their group..
jz merely tat i hv noe them 4 9 months only...n we will split afterwards..
unlike my very own gang of peers..
although we r at different region..
bt we r still da same..as usual..
naturally...

chapter 3-appreciations
i really cherish watever stuffs they had done 4 me...
although sometyme i m pretty bossy..
bt..
thank God..
luckily..i hv met them..
appreciations r more than words..

haha..funny..
i used 2 ask a frend of mine..
`hey..do u miss me??`
`o..i do nt miss u watsoever..`
`yer..bo steady ler..tis is so call frend lo`
supprisingly..he answered me cleverly..
`Erm..well..cz frend is kept deep bottom in my heart....i could feel tat u r at my side..always..so..i do nt miss u..`

haha..though it sounds bit disgusting..
bt then i really touched by his words..


long live muar high gang!!!

skin care..beauty regimen!?call 911..

weird!?m i a metrosexual??o i m more 2 `jz take care bout my appearance n skin only`...
haha..
i m writing tis topic on my blog was tat my frends ask me 2 do so..hehe..no lar...
cz i hv tried out bulks of products whether o nt it`s branded..as long as it could help me 2 maintain as well as cure my complexion..sounds pro..wahaha..

let me list down all da products tat i hv used b4..

• olay
• loreal
• sk-11
• clinique
• kose
• garnier
• bio-essence
• theskinfood
• marvella
• la`derm
• renaisiance of switzerland
• neutrogena
• ZA new york
• the body shop
• the face shop
• elianto
• oxy
• oxymask(beauty talk)
• estee lauder
  

haha..awesome..
now..let me analyse all da products according 2 my experience..hehe..bt i m nt a expert lar..if gt any problem wit all tat products..do consult a dermatologist..i m jz wanna share some of my experiences on blog..


part 1
1stly...sk-11..da most expensive skin care products tat i hv ever use..cleanser..facial treatment clear lotion..facial treatment essence(so call miracle water..)..whitening source Dermdefinition..
sun block(free gift..:0)bt then after using tis line of products..i hv found out tat ample of pimples keep poping off..i suppose tat was 2 nutritious 4 me..bt frankly..teenagers like us r nt encourage 2 use tis type of products..so..i hv stopped tat..n give 2 my mummy ady haha..n it suits her skin condition..bt in addition of da products of face lift emulsion n facial mask as well..

Clinique..bout da clinique..i hv used 2 types of different lines of products bt is under da same brand..

• anti-blemishes solution
• derma white

frankly..4 da 1st 1..i m quite nt fancy wit its smell..it has a strong alcoholic smell(unpleasant smell)..i cnt stand wit tat..especially da toner..bt then da cleansing foam n moisturizer are quite brilliant..non fragrant is true..as da slogan said so..after my pimples had cured..i switch 2 da derma white`s line of product 2 cure my pimples` scares..bt..4 me..it had no noticeable improvement after using da products 4 few months times..as well my complexion had oso din boost fairer..mayb i m nt suitable 4 tat products lar..who noes!?

then..bout da kose..it`s quite ok..ok wit da smell..ok wit da out come..herbal-like of fragrant cz i m using da medicated SEKKISEI lotion only...pretty much gentle 2 da skin..bt then i din use other products from tis line 4 da instance cleanser..sun block n watsoever..so i cnt jump 2 any conclusion bout tat..bt as my knowledge..their cleanser is sort of powder like..which i m nt qiuite fancy wit..though it could utterly clean dirt from my face...personally..

loreal paris..quite ok wit tis line..nt much 2 complaint..bt da whitening mask is brilliant..it could totally stand along wit d other star product`s mask like sk-11..i`s really fabulous.. :p
try out..cz u r worth it..haha..n plus da double whitening essence..i hv bought it..bt i hv never try it..n as a gift 2 my mum again..n da sun block as well..

neaxt..garnier..it`s quite economic..4 da garnier light..u could see da results by using da test cupboard provided (a small piece of cupboard like paper wit few tones of complexion color) in just a month..it`s really effective..bt as being a bio student..hehe..our skin on our face will peel off naturally in 28 days..approximately a month..so..using da whitening product is jz 2 protect our newly born skin from exposure from sunlight(UVA UVB) only..so..after using da product.u will find out tat our skin tone hv gone fairer up 2 few tones..bt then do bear in mind tat it wont last 4 long tymes if u hv stoped da whitening products..implicitly..it works in da same way..it`ll peel off da outer skin of our face..which is dull n gradually expose da inner newly n fairer skin..so it`ll show u da results obviously..so do think..how strong is tat product which i hv mentioned above...da results is vivid..bt it`s depend..bt personally..i suppose tat da skin will go thiner n b much more sensitive toward d environment..bt 4 da garnier pure..da pimples pen is brilliant..bt it has a metallic smell which u hv 2 bear wit..bt after all..it`s worth cz it`s really effective..try out then.

da sixth product goes 2 marvella clean mask(a japanese product which my mummy ask me 2 use it)..it`s a mud like mask..like da texture ..after apply on skin ..da mask will dry out..feel like really wearing a mask..fun..huhu.. after rinse off wit water..u will find out tat da skin is tottally clean n clear..i`m loving it..haha..

to b continue...

Results 4 final...

21 st of may...results of final was ultimately out ady..
haiz..it was kinda relief 4 me...hu..
hah..coz da date of announcement of final results was keep changing..
from 18 to 19..from 19 to 20..n again from 20 to 21..man..killing me..
kinda toture 4 me..i cnt hv a good nite sleep till da results was out...
bt i really shud b thankfull cz i hv finally gt a 4 flat 4 tat after a series of struggles as well as away from my beloved home sweet home..
bt da results was pretty much da most powerfull remedy 4 all tat uphill struggles in matrik..
once gt 2 noe da results..it was fantastic..unbelievable..undescribable..
i hv screamed from bottom from my lungs...i jz cnt believe tat all fabulous stuffs had befelt on me..
frankly...some1 might say tat
`hey..dude..it`s nt a big deal of gtting da 4 flat in matrik ,u noe..`or
`oh..matrik issit??hey..it`s as easier as A B C..dun b so proud of tat!!``wake up~~`
bt 4 me..gone thru da matrik..
at least i hv learnt how 2 b independent ..
how 2 b more mature..
how 2 b more friendly wit frends from other races..
bek 2 da results..
some 1 might overwhelm over da results..
some 1 might sob over da results..
some 1 might obsess over da results..
some 1 might happy wit da results `setakat cukup makan je..`
bt i m really thankful n grateful wit watever tat i gt 2day..no matter is bad o brilliant..
bt i guess tat i `ll definitely b upsetting if i hv gt other than 4,,,
cz i hv devoted all my tymes on studies..
no outing..no playing..
i jz wanna try my very best 2 strive da best tat i could...
n finally..it proves..2 reap wat i hv sowed..


jump 2 a conclusion..
b obsessed n stand still wit wat u r doin rite now..dun ever give up..u will eventually draw near 2 da happy ending...
always trust n believe in ueself..
dun limit our abilities..only da sky is da limit..

weejian was here...

time flies..i have leave negeri sembilan matriculation college few days ago..

i was really excited tat i could go home n having a long holidays which i have really keyed up 4..
bt on da nite b4 i suppose 2 leave da college..i din felt happy o excited..duno y..i did asked myself tat~hey..cheer up man..u shud b happy..y r u feelin such way??`i couldnt explaint it at tat moment..mingled of all sort of feelings have stuffed on my cerebrum..w~h~y??probably bcz of my lecturers..frends of a year as well as my dome..haha..frankly..i m glad tat i have met up wit some of my lecturers there..mrs noraidahwati(at da 1st ranking)..mrs abidah..both of them were my biology lecturers..both of them were unquestionable brilliant..dedicated..hardworking..n no doubt u could simply find out ample of virtues on them..bt most importantly bcoz they treated me damn well..tats y they r my favorite lecturers ever..keke..oh..plus i hv as well met up wit lots n lots of frends of different races..ah siang..gim guem..sook yi..nalil..oja..fatin..qish...shekin..peng peng..zhong mao..james..wei tak..wei xiong n lots...although one might say tat living wit other races is an uphill struggle bt 4 me it was like `blh tahan`n as well..my roommate was a chinese..yeah..suprisingly__kok chew..haha...bout my room mate..he is a damn funny person..nice 2 chat wit..bt u might b hurt cz he is nt a circumspect person..keke..bt then over all he is a nice dude..i was glad tat we were once in a room..n dota is his life..if u ever utter da word `dota`..he will definitely done crazy..pretty funny huh??honestly initially i really detest by enterin tis place..cz tat sounds terrible n suckz 4 me..mayb u might ask me tat`hey..dude if u dun 1 2 enter such gov college,y r u applying tat at da 1st place..??haha..brilliant question..cz i din manage 2 enter thr on 1st intake..so i did d appeal al bcz i m despair..i hv secured my spm results wit all strings of a`s..so..y i m nt qualified then???so..haha..tat sort of thinking had eventually gained its momentum n bcame my initiator 2 appeal it 2 second intake..die die must enter matrik..i dun c~a~r~e!!!since i gt no jpa or watsoever scholarship..so..i must gt in..on d converse side ..living in da matrik was one of d novel experience 4 me,coz u could able 2 go thru al kind of cultures..it was really a meilting pot of myriad races..really..n thr u could c by ur own eyes da different cultures they all practise r utterly differ from ours..n plus.i m oso able 2 join a lots of different fuctions n activities for instance buka puasa bersama..dydamika nite which me n fatin have won da `pasangan serasa serasi`award..mento mentee..tennis class..n da list go on..quite a precious experiences 4 me..indeed..dun b so depress n regret over da decisions tat u had ady made..it wont help..da most importantly is tat u try ur best to cross over all da fucking obstacles tat obstruct ur way..at 1st..i was so depress cz i tot i had made a wrong choice by enter tis place..bt then u will found tat ..da life in matrik is remarkable n beyond ur imagination..though we r living wit all other frends from different cultures..mother tounge..religious..obviously..our spectrums r so diverse bt then our strength lay under tat diversity..